There are times in my life when I feel like a loser. Unfortunately, it's not weight that I'm talking about here, but rather my life.
I'm telling you this because I've had two back-to-back incidents where people that I call friends have more or less snubbed me and seem to think it's okay.
The first incident happened last night. I got on Facebook and discovered that the Walking Buddy had thanked her friend (The Third Wheel) for introducing her to Pinterest. I have been trying to get her to look at Pinterest for about four months.
Here's how the FB conversation went:
WB (adds) Shoes, designs, food, old pictures- I could be on that thing all day!!
- Me: Hmmm.....I kind of remember someone mentioning Pinterest to you about three or four months ago.....WB: Yep she beat you to it- she was about a year ago, LOL!
- WB: Thank you! But NOW comes the issue of how does one pull away from it?See how she kind of blows it off? I'm sitting here still p*ssed and she is just la-tee-da-dah.....I wouldn't be so upset, but this isn't the first time she has done this.And....Then there's PF (Petite Friend), who I have mentioned before. She calls and leaves me a message and says "Didn't you tell me about a 5K you were interested in called the Moonlight Run? I've signed up for it (with a friend)."I mentioned the race/walk about six months ago! She had NO INTEREST in it at ALL. Now, she tells me she's signed up for it...with someone else.What am I --- chopped liver???I realize that the real problem here is my quality of friends. They obviously don't value me and this tells me that I can do better. I think that because of my weight, however, that I settle for this kind of stuff.So...I'm going to work on my self first and then I'm going to find some friends that value me for me. I'm tired of this sh*t. :-(