Once again, I'm not sure if this is my actual weight. I weighed 276.5 on New Year's day, so this is probably water retention, but hard to say.
Regardless, it appears that last year at this time I was around 281-283, so really it's pretty fair to say that I accomplished nothing over the last year. I've basically been between 276.5 and 283 for the last 12 months.
On the positive side of things, I guess this means that I haven't been eating more than usual. On the negative side of things, it means that I apparently haven't replaced any bad habit with any good ones.
I keep wondering what my problem is. Why I can't just simply "Do It!" as the old Nike saying goes? I have the tools. I know what to do...and yet...it doesn't happen. I can't or won't commit. I feel deprived and angry that others can eat whatever they want and look great, while I merely look at something I want to eat and gain weight.
I realize there has to be sacrifice if I really truly want this. I just can't seem to make myself take that step. Instead, I continue to be a work in progress I guess...